I was again left confused. This guy really
had something in him. I dropped the idea of going to library and thought of
staying back home as Joy had already left. I were in the deepest thoughts that
whatever I am doing with Joy, is it correct way of reciprocating the favours he
had being doing for me? The way I am treating him since that night, is it the right
way one should be treated, when u are equally at fault? Because down there in
my heart I knew that whatever happened that night was not at all his fault rather
I showed him my willingness too. He never went against any of my wish. Then why am I treating him like
that? Or maybe I am unable to justify my own actions and in return I am giving
him the punishment by behaving like this. All my thoughts were for him at that
moment. I didn’t know why, really why I just couldn’t stop thinking about him?
I didn’t even hear the sound of door when it
opened and Joy entered the house. I was sitting in the same position, at the same
place in the living room since Joy had left. He got little worried again to see
me the way i have been sitting as if i were some statue.
He came near to me and asked me again, “what has
happened to you Pink? Why don’t you understand that we have not done anything
wrong for God Sake! That night, you were scared and broken and all you wanted
at that time was a person who could made you feel safer. And that is exactly what
I proved to be that night.” I wanted him to hug me again….. Oh God! What was
happening with me? I apologized to him for my wired behavior. i also made him clear with the reason behind that. I told him that
he is the first ever person with whom I shared everything about me. He is the
first one who saw me breaking down as before that I never cried in front of anyone. And most importantly,
he is the first person who could come so close to I physically and mentally and
also got the polite behavior, instead of retaliating one, from me.
I think he knew it already and for being the
first in my life for so many things, he was very proud of himself also. He smiled
and whispered, “So now can we please be normal again?” I could only smile back and said sorry again. Being the smartest guy around, he knew how to charm
any girl, this is something I use to listen from the people in campus about
him, but today I was experiencing it myself. He was really a man who could
convince anyone so effortlessly so as to make them think that without it they were wrong.
He also told me that he knew it already that
we go to the same college so from Monday onwards he wanted us to go
together and that was not a kind of request he was making. Rather his tone was authoritative
to which I could not say no. This man really had something inside else it was
not easy for me to obey to everything which he was saying without raising any
further question or asking for the reason behind.
I discussed further about my plans with him. i told him that i was in search of getting a part time work soon and also to study more than required to
maintain my grades because that was the only way to save my fellowship. “My friend’s
dad is looking for a cashier for his workshop, I had already given your name. Just
go and start working from Monday. And by coming with me to campus in the
morning would save you some hours which you can devote to your
studies. And by the time I get over with my basketball practice, you will be
over with your work shift so every day I will pick up you from there so that
you save some time in the evening also to study more than the usual.” I mean he
had all the plan set already! I was stunned to hear all of it from him. He was
so concerned about me and was planning everything without even me telling him
to do that. And I felt so foolish again to think that he was a self-centered
man and I did not matter to him in anyway.
I had the most wonderful Saturday and Sunday ever.
I spent time with Joy. He also introduced me with Cathy, to whose dad’s workshop
I will be going to start working from Monday. He was not at all like I use to
think about him. He was caring, charming and a man to die for. He cared for me
like a baby and the entire two days stood beside me, whenever we were out and wherever we
were for those two days. I, kind of, was coming closer to him with each passing
moment and with each of his gesture towards me. He was truly a gentleman.
It was Monday morning and the plan was set
already. I cooked breakfast for us and then started with my lessons. Got ready
and came to table where Joy was already waiting for me to have breakfast
together. While giving a morning kiss on my cheeks he asked, “How did u sleep?
So are you ready for the first day at work?” I replied by just moving my neck
in yes and he hugged me to wish me good luck for the same. I accepted all his
gestures with open arms and could feel a desire for more already building inside me. We
both drove to college together and moved towards our respective classes. While parting
our ways, Joy held my wrist and reminded me to wait for him in the evening
after my working shift. I replied in yes again and moved ahead towards my
class.
Weeks passed by like this and everything was
moving so smooth that now I was worried of the fact that how can this happen? How is it
possible that nothing wrong happened with me since long? Was it the Joy factor?
Was he lucky for me? Was he the one I have been waiting for? He and only he is
the one I have been always thinking now. The question was WHY?
Are you guys eager to know the answer? I
am equally eager to write the next chapter… So just be little more patient!
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