From best friend's wedding to mine

It was my best friend’s wedding and as the bride’s best friend I am more than excited. The excitement comes from two reasons; one: it’s my best friend who is going to get settled with the choice of her own and second that I have been chosen as the bride’s nearest company throughout the whole function. We are friends since our 9^th standard when I shifted to this town and took admission in her school and since then our friendship just grew stronger and beautiful with each passing day. I know how much Kanika has suffered and gone through to convince her parents for Karan. But as the saying goes “all is well when end is well”. So now we all are gathered to celebrate the occasion where two souls are getting to be one soon. And as a Punjabi culture, the functions start about 15 days in advance and so was the case with Kanika’s wedding.

The best part about her wedding was that it has been fixed in Udaipur as a destination wedding. So all the relatives, close friends and also the groom’s family have come to Udaipur in the hotel come resort and the fun has already began. In Kanika’s family everyone knew me well and I also knew everyone. But in the groom’s family I just knew Karan i.e. the groom himself, only.

And as we all know that how this mobile phone is doing wonders these days by keeping each and every one busy either with the social networking or clicking pictures. And when you are all dressed up and looking the finest version of yourself, then all that you can concentrate is to look the best so as to get clicked most beautifully. My motto, without a shadow of doubt, was also the same. I wanted to look the most noticeable among all others.

During our stay at Udaipur, I have made many friends in Kanika’s family and the list was topped by her handsome cousin Rishabh. He was also the best photographer among all of us because photography was his hobby. He was also a proud owner of a big camera with that big lenses and big nose type thing. Actually I am expert only with the mobile photography, so I just don’t know what those cameras are called. All I am sure is of the fact that its cost was somewhere in lakhs. He clicked some real amazing pictures of all the moments and also some funny moments were well captured by him since only we the group of young friends was there to enjoy the same without any interference of professional photographers or even the elders of the family. I really had a great time during that stay of mine in Udaipur.

After a week or so, all the photographs were shared on a family group, of-course to which I were also a member. By now, even the people from Karan’s family were also the member of that group. And simultaneously, another group of only young crowd was formed which also have the people from both the families. And the crazy captures by Rishabh were shared on that group also. We laughed and felt like crazy seeing those pictures and also missed the time we spent together leaving and forgetting about all the worries and rest of the world around us.

And that was the time, when I observed one of the group member being very active and commenting on every picture of mine and liking almost all the pictures shared on the group. He was Sid oh I mean Sidharth. No doubt, he was every girl’s favorite in the wedding function and every parent’s desire for getting their daughters married to him but at the same time he was kind of little rude or ignorant of the fact that many people are eyeing him as an eligible bachelor. Although he also knew and was absolutely ready to be booked but his preference and choice, as per his attitude, has to be someone out of the world. So during the functions I interacted with him just as a guest and never tried to open up much nor I played any pranks, knowing the fact that he is from groom’s family and as a part of Punjabi culture, he should be given some doze and must be played some pranks on from the bride’s side but I restrained myself. Don’t know why, but thought that it is wise to stay away from him.

He saw me in those pictures and told his mother that he has found his match. I got to know about this from Kanika only. Actually she was approached by Sidharth’s mom for asking my parents to think about it. When Kanika told me about the whole instance, then I could relate his comments on my pictures. It was actually a confused state for me. I didn’t knew how to react to it! I knew that he was the handsome among all, I knew that he doesn’t had anyone in his life by that time, I knew that he was the most suitable groom for any parent’s daughter…. Actually I knew it all but still I was unable to digest to the fact that he has shown his willingness to getting married to me.

It took some time for me to accept but when one fine day he along with his parents came home to meet my parents, I was all cold and was shivering inside. I just could not understand that how should I react to it and what to do when I see him. I came in the room and we all were chatting. His parents wanted to know about my studies, my choices and lastly, if I am ready to accept this proposal or not. I kept quite about the question and at that moment only Sidharth said that he wants to talk to me in person. We were asked to go on the terrace and discuss the matter. And assured that even if I take a decision as NO, there won’t be any issues. I felt little comfortable and we moved on the terrace.

He had many things to say, whereas on the contrary, I was all silent and was busy observing his way of communicating things. He was very convincing and I just asked him for some time to take any concrete decision and in the meantime he assured that he will convince his parents to wait until they hear from me and my family. Although my parents had already agreed to the proposal downstairs but still Sidharth could manage to convince his parents to wait for some time. He did all this manipulatively, without bringing in anyone’s notice that it is my wish and desire.

Days started to move on. I had rounds and rounds of discussions with Kanika about him. And lately, I started talking to Sidharth over phone and he always made sure to make me feel comfortable. We started meeting and one fine day he asked me again, if I am ready to accept him as a life partner! That day I officially said yes to his proposal and conveyed to my parents also about my decision.

Although it took some time to say “I love you” to him. It was the day when we were together and he had to drop me at my place after my hobby class. That day he stopped for something in between. I went curious and asked him about the reason. Then he took out a pendant and said that today is 24^th of March and we are completing exactly 6 months of knowing each other. And in such a small duration, we have come such a long way that both of us have decided to stay with each other for rest of our lives. That day, in his little more passionate voice, he said “I Love You”, and that was the first time I reciprocated the same with same passion as his. I said “I love you too and now cannot imagine my life without you”. He came closer and kissed me on my cheek and moved on to kiss my lips. Initially he kissed in a way that he just touched them but when he could feel my acceptance to that, he became more passionate and stayed like that for next few minutes. That was the day I felt what loving is and how does it feel to be with someone who loves you more than anyone else.

Finally after all the match making we got married on 24^th April 2014. Till date I cannot forget the day we first kissed. Whereas he remembers that day as the first day when I told him that I love him. Today, we stand for each other, no matter what! We hate, we fight, we disagree, but no matter how worse we fight, we have a promise to keep to each other and that is to sort everything before falling asleep at night.

This makes our life new each day and more love-able each second. I don’t know if it’s true for all of you or not, but I believe that marriages are made in heaven and the right person will come in your life at the right time. And when someone is destined to be in your life, no one can stop that to happen and God will make his own plan to bring you together.

FINAL Chapter 5: Could this be LOVE?

After doing all the formalities at home in terms of seeking permission, and promising that we won’t be late at night, also that we don’t drink any alcohol so as to drive back home safely etc. etc. etc., we finally moved out of home towards John’s car which was parked in the parking area of my home. John, as any gentleman, opened the front seat door of his car for me, I comfortably sat in and he closed the door gently and finally moved to the driver seat of his car. He drove just at the speed of 40-45 km per hour, which was not normal for him to drive at. Usually he drives faster than normal and tries to reach before time everywhere. But today, he was looking little worried, as if something was going on his mind due to which he was unable to concentrate on driving or intentionally he wants to be slow to reach. I didn't know the reason nor I asked, neither he shared. But there was something going on for sure.

We reached the location after some 30 minutes of drive. He has already a table booked for two. The location of the booked area was such that we seems to be out of the sight of everyone and also that the world around us has ceased to exit. It was a lovely atmosphere and everything was already set in place as per John’s instructions. We sat facing each other. I only started talking by posing a casual question about his life. To which he answered that till this hour everything is same and normal and may be after some minutes, this normalcy transforms to something else. To this answer of his, I had no reaction to give. I myself was clueless about what he is saying so I did not even asked for clarifications as I also wanted to avoid anything abnormal.

By this time, the first serving, of the total order already placed by him, of soup was made on our table. To my surprise, it was my favorite soup which I always enjoy to have, no matter what the occasion is or the time of the meal is. I am sure John must have pre fixed everything. While sipping the soup, John stated saying something. He asked me about what I felt when dad posed his wish of getting me married to him. To this I said that initially I had no such plans in my life ever and moreover since we were fighting all the time prior to his wish, so I could have never agreed even after his insistence. Then I took a pause. And during that short span of pause only John asked if I still feel the same or something has changed? I was shocked to hear that and at the same time I was shy to share my feelings for him now. I remained quiet but the blush on my face was enough to make him understand what I have to say. Immediately after that he hold my hand and pulled it towards him. I was little cold and just did not know how to react to it. He lifted it to his mouth and said that he wants to give me something and took out the ring box from his pocket. A soft shiver was going through my whole body by now. I went pink and cold. He took out the ring from the box and asked me in his soft voice “May I?”. I just could not believe that moment, coz this is something I have been dreaming of since the time I have started feeling for him. He pulled the ring inside my finger and place a soft kiss on the hand. I could just stay still and observe butterflies in my stomach and his breath on my hand. After that I remained silent throughout the time of our dinner. Truly speaking, all my hunger was gone and I was engrossed in the feeling of being with him for rest of my life.

We started moving towards our car after dinner. This time, we were not as distant from each other as we were while entering into the place. John had placed his arm around my waist and we were moving towards the car. In between there was a huge lawn which we had to cross before reaching to the car parking. While moving towards our right direction, all of a sudden he dragged me towards the tree nearby. That tree has a lamp shade placed in the right side of its main branch, giving a dim light around it, He placed my back on the big branch of the tree and held me on my shoulders. At that time and in that posture I could feel his breaths on my face. Then he asked me in just one line “do you have anything to say to me?” I was all shivering and cold. I just moved my head in disagreement. Then he tightened his grip and asked me again “are you sure”? I said “yes I am sure”. Immediately when I opened my mouth and uttered these words, he placed a kiss on my lips and sealed them in a way that I could not say anything after that. We stayed in the posture for about 15 minutes, kissing each other and tightening our hug. I never wanted that moment to end. I just wanted to stay like that for rest of my life with him. But it had to end. Finally we moved towards our car and the drive back home was even slower. Throughout the way, John was holding my hand and with every chance possible, he was looking at my face. On the last signal, before reaching my home, john said that he wants to marry me as soon as possible. I also showed my willingness to this, to which he kissed me passionately and I kissed him back with the same passion.

After reaching home, we both entered inside by holding hand in hand. John told dad that he wants to make his wish true and wants to marry me as soonest as possible. All were shocked to hear that and happy at the same time. I was standing nearby and of course did not show my negativity, so to anyone’s usual understanding, it seems I also agree to his proposal.  Dad was the happiest person at that time and also I and john were even happier than him.

Since that night, until the day we got married, there was no day in between that we haven’t met each other. John use to come and see me every day after office and on the weekends we use to be together for practically the whole day. Those meetings and that much closeness helped us to understand each other even better.

Today I am married to John for one year and I can say that John is the best thing till date that has happened to me. I cannot imagine my life without him being around me. Now sometimes I question myself that those fights since childhood, those disagreements and those bullies for each other, were they the gestures of disguised love? Or that LOVE happened after that. But whatever be the answer now, I am sure, love cannot be any beautiful than this. I love him to the infinity and beyond, and also being the luckiest of all, I receive the same with even more intensity from him. 

Chapter 4: Could this be LOVE?

This was the time when John had to leave his job coz of being absent from the office for such long duration. And Sheena was continuously after him for all the things he have been doing for me and my family. She always wanted him to leave all of us and join back his job. Coz this according to her was bringing John near to me and also weakening his ground to face her parents. But as John had no feelings for me & his intentions were very clear of just being with me and my family during our hard times, he always avoided what Sheena use to say.

John had many times explained Sheena about his situation and also ensured her that he is truly her only. There is no one and can never be anyone who could separate him from her. But all his efforts of explaining her all those things went waste when she just did not listen to what all he had to say. During this course, she insulted me and my father, in front of John, twice. She blamed us for snatching John from her. That was the end of John’s patience and probably their relationship. This showed and taught me a lesson, that where there is no faith in the relationship, even after the hardest of efforts, you just cannot stay together. It is the faith which builds the foundation of any relation and a relation will only last long when the foundation is strong. John and Sheena’s relation was missing that faith.

Few days, from the day they broke up, were the hardest days for John. He was all shattered and broken. He never wanted it to happen this way. But despite all his efforts, he could not just manage to live along the relation. Since John was there with me all the time during my bad phase, so I also took it as my duty and responsibility to be with him during his hard time. This is the time when we came actually close to each other.

Now John also started sahring all his thoughts and feelings of all kinds if they are happy or sad or confused and every possible feeling one can get. He knew it now that I am the only person, who can understand him and I am the only person with whom he can share anything and everything. I don't know what was going through in his mind by now, but with each passing day, my feelings for John were getting reinforced and stronger than each passed day. I don't know from where they were coming in and why, but they were there and I just couldn't control them to come.

One fine morning John called me to ask for dinning out with him. I were surprised because of two reasons. First, that since its his office hours, as he have started working again with my dad and bro by now, why is he calling me during his working hours, which was never his nature earlier? And secondly, why is he inviting me for dinner? And also why this invitation can’t wait till his non working hours, when usually he is free to talk? I thought that it must have been something very important to him.

Finally, I got dressed casually for dinner that day. I thought that it’s just like a normal dinning out with John. And may be since he is feeling low since few days, just to boost up himself a bit, he wanted this change. I also thought that this will probably work as my contribution to bring him back to life. Hence I was just as normal and casual as the other days and also I was ready to give John the humorous company so as to make him feel better.

As per the pre decided time, John came in to pick me up from home. I were ready already and waiting for him only. The moment doorbell ringed, I just ran towards the door coz I knew that this must be John. And I were so right! John looked smarter and dashing than normal, wearing a formal blue pants with light pink colour shirt and properly combed and fixed hair. He is the most eligible bachelor kinds to any parent for their daughter. He is well mannered, hardworking with decent earnings to his account. Also he is any girl’s dream boy kind; being very caring, loving and soft spoken kind of a guy. Sometimes I feel that why my dad doesn’t want me to get married with him now? As he is single and also we have a nice chemistry growing up these days. Why is my dad not seeing and acting upon it now? Anyways! With all these thoughts running in my mind, after seeing John on the door, I offered him to come inside and meet the rest of the family members, to which he agreed and also told me that in this way he can take permission from my dad to take me out for dinner. Although, I had already told this to dad and took his permission for, but still it sounds better that if he also do the same.
JUST ONE MORE CHAPTER TO GO.... SO STAY TUNED AND STAY HEALTHY!

Chapter 3: Could this be LOVE?

And the result to the interview came positive. Finally John have another decent job and a valid ground to go to Sheena’s parents to ask for her hand. Both John and Sheena were very happy, happy to the extent that they decided to celebrate the achievement of John and so they planned for a romantic dinner for themselves near a beach on an isolated place so as to stay away from all the noises and worldly affairs.

The evening has arrived. The so called dinner date is about to begin and for that Sheena was well dressed in the beautiful pink colour off shoulder dress, with high white colour heels and a small diamond, once  gifted by John to her, around her neck. Her hair were beautifully tied in a french knot, loosely falling on the left side of her face. She was looking just like a princess ready to get married. On the other hand John was dressed in a black trousers and a white small collar shirt, with perfectly set hair, and wearing perfectly polished black formal shoes. He was also not looking any less than a prince.

John gave her a call while waiting in front of her house as he has to pick her up from there. As soon as she saw her mobile ringing with John’s call on that, she started blushing automatically and almost ran towards the door, without attending the call. As a true gentleman, John lifted her hand and kissed her gently and opened the car’s door for her to sit inside. Both of them were on their seventh sky. At that time it felt like no world existed and it was only these two who lived and have only each other to live for. They were away from all the worries and tensions which were there in their lives since last few weeks.

After a drive of about 25 minutes, they finally reached at the decided venue. They talked about their lovely future together and how are they going to spend their life with each other. In short they had a wonderful time and conversation worth remembering. Sheena also had a beautiful pendant, with SJ engraved on it, for John as a gift for his achievement. They looked like the best ever couple, as they share the best possible understanding and also complement each other in all possible ways.

After having dinner and exchange of gifts and loving gestures, John had to drop Sheena to her place. They both were together in the cozy environment of the big car which John owned and after about 25 minutes of drive and further 10 minutes of cozy love moments, John also headed back towards his home.

John told dad about the new job offer which he had got the very next morning in the office while putting up his papers. Dad wanted to convince him for not leaving but nothing could stop him now. So finally he left the office after persuading dad that it is the only possible way to stay away from all the awkward situations and future growth & settlement of me and John. With a heavy heart, dad had no other option except to accept what John had decided for himself.

Few days later, dad got a minor heart attack and that is when we got to know the reason behind his wish on the day of his birthday about me and John to get married. Dad got admitted to hospital and it was like the end of the world for us. We were all sad and shattered. We had never imagined in our dreams to face this situation where our dad will be at the hospital bed and we will be praying for his health outside the room of a hospital.

Today was the day when everything changed between me and John. He visited the hospital when me, Lara and Sam were there outside dad’s room. We were all stressed and drained out coz of the situation we were in. John, being the eldest of us all, was calm and trying to analyse the situation and also was looking for the possible solutions to the problem in which we were all in at that time. He was thinking about the possible outcomes of this situation and condition of dad. That was the time when he insisted us to leave for home and take some rest and also ensured that he will be there in the hospital for dad to look after all his needs. This is when I decided to stay with him and asked Sam and Lara to leave and come back only in the morning. That night I have realized that me and John understand each other's needs and for that we doesn't even needs words to tell to each other. I cried like a baby in front of him. He, like a true caring lover, gave me his hug to make me feel comfortable and also to ensure that I am not alone at any given day. From that day onwards, we came closer in some different way. From John’s side it was just the care he was giving me coz of my dad’s favours towards him for all this long but I started feeling for him now. I started realizing that he is the only one who could take care of me. That was because of the fact that he always knew in advance, without me telling him, that what I wanted and when. From the first day till the day when dad got discharged from the hospital, me and John were the ones who stayed at the hospital over nights.

Chapter 2: Could this be LOVE?

After a thoughtful night, John got ready to go to office. It was really difficult for him to face dad and Sam. Oh! Did I forget to mention that John is one of the employees in my dad’s office and Sam & John are looking after a same project under my dad’s supervision. At the time of getting ready for office many things were going on in his mind and he was a bit confused to how to face my dad and brother and also how to react to the wish which my dad has posed in front of him during last night.

When he reached office, he pretended to be normal as nothing has happened and also did not initiated the talk with any of them. Neither my dad nor my brother bothered him with any questions and his view in terms of dad’s last night wish. So the day at office went as normal and majorly occupying all three of them with the official work only.

On the way back home John had to meet Sheena. They met at the pre-decided place. During the meeting, Sheena could make out that there is something wrong with John so she went on enquiring and started asking different set of questions to confirm if there is everything all right with John or not. After some serious talks and gestures, John told Sheena about the last night incidence and how awkward situation he has been put in by his uncle. Sheena also got some depressed after hearing what John has to share. Her depression was normal as she knew that John can never let down his uncle’s wish and if forced, he will end up marrying me instead of her. Due to this serious atmosphere, they could not stay together for more time and decided to move back to their homes little early than decided. John was to drop Sheena to her place, so she managed to sit in the front seat of John’s car whereas John was still not able to take his eyes off from her face coz this is for the first time she was crying silently in front of him and the only reason was John. Somehow he managed to convince her to stop crying and assured her about their togetherness by hugging her tightly and placing a kiss on her forehead. This gave her a bit of assurance and the loving and caring attitude of John towards her could not restrained her from being equally possessive and loving towards him. So she returned the hug with equal passion as a gesture to assure him that she knows he will manage a way out of this puzzled situation.

Few days flew by and the only thing John wanted was not to initiate the talk about this matter with uncle or for that matter with anyone. Sheena on the other hand was getting insecure about John with each passing day coz none of them knew what is cooking up in his uncle’s mind now and what is the reason behind his silence. I was also kind of ignoring John since that day and he also had stop coming to our house which was a regular exercise prior to that incidence.

Based on that, which was normal also, Sheena wanted John to leave working for his uncle and find another job for him. In this way he could stay away from him and also can avoid his favours to some extent. John also wanted to stay away from my family and me now. Coz he doesn’t want to face any more awkward situations. So he also decided to find a better opportunity for him and immediately after that he had a plan to go to Sheena’s parents for asking them for her to be his life partner.

Today, John is supposed to visit an organization for an interview. The post they have offered is very impressive and also a well-paid one. Along with that, if he joins the same, he will be getting good perks and a chance to visit the globe. So Sheena is praying with all her heart and John is preparing himself to the best of his capabilities to grab the opportunity in its first go. Whereas, my dad and Sam are clueless about this step of John and hence they are also not aware of the fact that why is he absent from work today? This is happening for the first time that John hasn’t come to work without prior permission or any intimation. This brought worry to all in the office. Everyone is hoping for all well at his end.

Out of some tension, my dad asked Sam to give John a call and enquire about his well-being. But to the surprise of everyone, John’s cell was off and no one picked the call at his home’s landline also. This is when the tension among all shoot up and made everyone feel all the worst possible. This is the time my dad realized that whatever he has posed as his wish was not right and may be John’s disappearance is coz of that. Now dad decide to call Sheena to ask about John’s coordinates and somehow to judge their reactions to his wish.

From Sheena, dad got a shock of his life. She told him that John is appearing for an interview and that is the reason he could not make it to office today. This is when his doubt got confirmed that it is all happening because of him. Would he never showed his willingness to getting John and I married, John would never have taken this step? Now he is realizing that how suffocated John must have been feeling since the time he knew about my wish.

Chapter 1: Could this be LOVE?

Hi I am Sara, oldest among the three kids of our family of four. My mother passed away when I was just six, after delivering my twin brother and sister, who are two years younger to me. Since then our dad is our whole world and he is also the entire world to John. John is the son of our aunt who also passed away when he was eight. She used to be the best friend of our dad. Since her death, my dad only looked after John and took care of him like his own son. And this is the reason he always finds himself obliged to my dad.

With this background, let me narrate a story to all of you. A story of a girl who was an apple of the eye of everyone around her. Although the oldest of the siblings, but the most pampered and the moody child which any parent can have or imagine to up bring. This is the story which describes the worth and meaning of love and how important someone can be in one’s life.

I was just 21 when my dad, in the mid night, while cutting his birthday cake, expressed to John to get married to me. Although he knew it well that John was in a serious relationship with his once classmate Sheena. And moreover I and John have only been fighting since our childhood so the question of getting married to John is just next to impossible. Hence after hearing about dad’s wish at that time, every one of us (me, John, Lara and Sam) went under shock. Lara and Sam are although two years younger to me but they are more grown up and matured when it comes to taking decisions and living life. After hearing what dad has to say, immediately I asked John to leave from our house and after shouting at dad a little bit, I just ran into my room to think about what has been going through in his mind to think about something this stupid and mad.

Whereas, Sam and Lara decided to stay there with dad to have a healthy discussion on this wish of his. Dad could explain them that since he doesn’t seems to find himself quite fit to take the responsibility of three growing kids because he is growing older and weaker with each passing day, so he wants to get me married. And according to him, there is no other person in the world except John, who can take care of me as good as dad and also can live up to my mood swings without getting adversely affected by them. Hence he took this decision and expressed his wish. At the same time he explained to my bro and sis that he never wants to force John to take a positive decision about it. But, in between the lines, the thing which I did not understand is the fact that how can my dad convince John for getting married to me if he already has someone in his life whom he loves to moon and back, without forcing him?

John, at his home, is also struggling with his thoughts that what made my dad to even think about our marriage! He is confused and clueless but at the same time he cannot ask this directly to my dad due to the respect which he has for him. Now he is in dilemma, as to discuss this issue with Sheena or not! He is shy, hardworking, loving, caring and a very obedient guy that we all know. But since our childhood I have just had fights with him. And also I have never seen him anything more than a caring & loving friend. I am as confused as John must have been but I just cannot even digest to the thought of having him as my husband.

CHAPTER 2 WILL FOLLOW SOON. KEEP READING!

The Truth About Forever

We know each other since high school. We always kept in touch. We used to talk for may be 2-3 times a year and be aware of each other’s existence until 2015 when we really hit of talking almost every day! It’s funny because I was looking at settling down and was meeting guys. And so he wanted to fix up with one of his friends and that primarily got us talking. Nothing really worked out between me and his friend but it kind of changed our equation and made us even better friends! So we started talking day-in and day-out, sharing every small details of our lives with each other. Now I know it was a big deal for him because I was the only girl he shared so much with. Guess neither of us realized then that we were falling for each other. There’s not a moment of such, because the line between we being the best of friends to we starting to like each other is so blurred.

I still remember when he was in Australia, my dad surprisingly told me that we should think about each other. I now know, that his parents said the exact same thing! It was never a “said” thing between us, it was completely unspoken, and I guess, we both knew but neither of us never really admitted it! He is into Merchant Navy and it’s a profession where it’s really difficult to keep in touch when you are sailing. There was not a single day I can remember when he did not mail me from the ship. Such was our bond.

However towards the end of 2015, when I really started feeling the thing, that he is the one, I had these, sometimes subtle and sometimes sly ways of letting him know! If you know him, you would know how much he plan things in life and strictly goes by the plans! He had absolutely no intentions of settling down anything in the next two years!

So finally we parted ways, mutually, and stopped talking, because we really needed to move on and get a closure. At that moment I was so damn pissed off. I decided, “Show me a guy, if I like, I will get married to him”.

But I guess, just 1-2 weeks of distance did the trick! Today I know, that’s when he realized, “fuck the plan, she’s all I want”. The pang of realization, for him to decide something out of his plan, was a very big thing. And that forms a truth about we forever.