Monday 11 December 2017

Part 7: Chained to you: Safely


Karrisa’s POV
          Reaching the university and viewing the dream coming true seems like another dream to me. It was a huge campus and I must say the pictures they have on their web never don’t do justice to the grand view and infrastructure they actually have. After reaching inside the campus, I have been dropped near the administrative block, where I had to meet the head of the department. And meeting the most polite, co-operative and a true gentleman was another good thing happened to me. I was really delighted to know that I have got the best things and also that now I am on the right path in my life.


          After a brief meeting with the head, which mostly involved the paper work and other pending formalities related to my admission into the university, I have been directed to my hostel room. And even a better thing was in store for me. I have not only been allotted a big room, which I do not have to share with anyone, but also I do not have to adjust with anything related to space, temperature etc. inside the room. It was just perfect. It really seems that the things have started to fall in place and everything good will follow now.
          It’s been two weeks in the campus and I am coping up well with my classes and other assignments. All thanks to the most humble and understanding faculty of the university. But all that I miss, among rest everything perfect around, is the company of someone with whom I can share things, with whom I can talk about things other than classroom and studies, with whom I can roam around in the city, with whom I can feel like home. That someone, that friend was missing till now. And somewhere I know that it is only because of my present mindset and attitude towards life. It is me who doesn’t want to trust anyone anymore, I was reluctant to be close to anyone and to share the things beyond classroom was not at all a possibility anymore. But I guess that was natural as I have gone through a lot in the past and I never wanted the same things to happen to me again. And it was getting difficult for me to change myself with each passing day. So I guess this will be my fate for the time to come where in I have to learn to adjust to the situations, handling them alone and going through the lonely phase in life now.
          It’s a pleasant Sunday morning but not that pleasant for me as I am in my hostel room alone, thinking that it would have been great to have someone’s company to spend a weekend with. Because it seems even more alone and lonely when you have no classes to attend and you are too punctual to submit all the assignments on time. And when I was in my thoughts, there was a knock on the door, suddenly bringing me back to the real world.

          I went and open it and saw the guy who uses to take care of the common area of our hostel, standing stiff and straight just in front of me. He came with the message that there is a phone call for me on the common landline. I had to confirm from him twice if the call is for me or for someone else. But he was sure that it was for me.

          It made me wondered that it was for me because there is no one, YES NO ONE, who could have called me as I don’t know anyone around and my parents are travelling and also there is no one I could think of, in this whole wide world who knows about my coordinates and this number to get in touch with me. With all these thoughts, which were shocking and surprising at the same time in my mind, and all those confused expressions, quite well visible on my face, I proceeded towards the common room to receive the call from possibly someone unknown.